My Love Zoya,..I know that its hard to be fearless when you had a difficult past, an unhealthy environment in your family and society. I know that its hard to be a good girlfriend, partner, co-worker when you are sad. I know you suffer alot worsening every relationships you have ..because of your past, trust issues and insecurities. But my Love Zoya, we need to be strong, we need to know that this sadness is not our fault...We need to know that we're just the victim of other peoples fault. We are not design to be timid, fearful and shy...no ones ever design to be that way. Its just the impact of our circumstances, the misadventure that we're facing. So please Zoya, even if you cry you need to know that most of your emotions are determine by those things. Remember you know the best, the good way to fix these problem..look inside you..you have the answer..you just need to search for it. Life may not be flourishing right now..they might be another stroms coming our way..But as long as i am you Zoya...i know we will get through it again. You already won many of a fights..not just your fights but for others too..I bless you with all my power to be the toughest, kindest, loving and wisest woman of all...I love you Zoya...long live Zoya..