Your 20's are a fun, difficult transition. Adulting is not and has not been easy. But continue to be gentle with yourself. When things don't go as planned, that just means God has a bigger plan! Learn to stop trying to understand why things happen the way they do even when you have everything figured out. You will find where you're meant to be and you'll know when you find it. Keep God first and learn to prioritize yourself, you only have one life to live. Continue being the kind-hearted, compassionate person that you are, the world needs more people like you.