Yes, I'm writing to you my beautiful soul who has been bended, wounded, broken so many times. At times, I have been cruel with you and inconsiderate of your needs. I didn't listen to your concern when I should have to save you from all the heartaches I have caused you. I ignored your warnings at first instance and later regretted for not hearing you out. You were always right. As usual.
Remember, the times when I'd cut my skin to soothe the pain of my mind? You were still there whispering your little hopeful voice into my ears and asking me to believe in you for one more time. You made me who I am today. You pushed me to become a better version of myself. You helped me to find the missing parts of my heart. You filled the void in me with undying self love and care.
You knew all my secrets. You saw me in my worst and still chose to stay with me every day, since 21 years now. You never gave up on me. Even when everyone left and my world fell apart right infront of my eyes, you were there to hold me strongly and get through it together. You loved me for who I was, I am, and I can be.
I'm sorry for the times I was difficult to deal with. I promise to give back to you as much love as you have given me in these many years of my life.
Yours & only yours.